I physically and mentally cannot handle this lifestyle. I work I study and I catch the freaking train and drive 35 minutes to work. I stay up late. I eat at the wrong times. I don’t have someone to depend on and nobody depends on me. I can’t fit in the things I want to do like art or volunteering. Today I slept on the train home. It was a school train completely full and I was so out of it.
I’m just not sure how on earth I’m going to be able to finish my degree if I can’t get out of this rut. Like I’m not somebody who can function without 8 hours sleep every night, I’m just not, and with uni and work and travel there is no way to get that sleep anymore. I’m really struggling with coursework, because it’s so much contact time, and I’m not even doing 4 subjects.